'and please, give me strength to not give into temptations...' Mother says in her affirmations before big bed, than crawls under sheets. She reaches under pillows & retrieves trusted dildo to pleasure herself with in an attempt to stave off taboo lust she has racing in her mind. If only her husband did not travel as much as he did, his side of bed would not be empty again that evening. That emptiness being an open invitation for his stepson to be with Mother!